Hopes, Fears, Opportunities

I have been asked to share my hopes, fears and opportunities for the coming year and beyond.
So, here goes.
My hopes and what I wish to achieve this year and after graduation.
First, I'd like to graduate with my desired mark, that is the main aim for this year, after graduation I am hoping to go on and do some teacher training, but I'm still not sure of the specifics.
That was the aim two years ago when I joined the course to be fair but the closer it gets the more important it has become.
Beyond that the hope is to actually go on and teach, possibly at high school level, and continuing to practise and develop my own work around that.
my career choices have been swayed by wanting to secure a happy future for my young family and being a Dad my children are proud off. this was the incentive for joining the course in the first place.

My Fears and what is worrying me about this year, and beyond graduation
I don't have any real fears beyond failing the course, I am confident that I will see it through, but whether I will achieve my desired mark is another thing, that is really my only worry.
throughout the duration of our course we have been repeatedly told, we will get the mark we deserve, so I decided I was going to deserve the mark I want, that way if I don't achieve my desired target, I cant point the finger anywhere but at myself.
So I have approached this year with a new more determined than ever attitude and renewed vigour.
That's pretty much all of it, in way of fears other than the usual snakes and clowns thing anyway.

Opportunities and which events have good potential for me this year, I am of the thinking that every day carries potential it just depends on what you do with the day.
I recently made the mistake of non holding, networking and contacting practitioners as something of major importance as I want to go on and teach and not Illustrate as a career, well full time nine to five anyway.
Within days of coming to that assumption I was proved wrong when I received much assistance, advice and inspiration from practitioners I had contacted and those I had spoken to already.
This led me to realise.
Opportunities rise all the time and as long as I see them when they do I can make the most of them and I suppose that will happen by keeping an open mind.

Well that is my thoughts on fears, hopes and opportunities.

A Round Up Since Last Time I Blogged

Apologies for the extensive delay in blogging! it has been down to a mixture of being busy with commission work, other uni work, family life and I must admit a certain amount of procrastination.

In the early part of the summer I stumbled across a Japanese artist, Riusuke Fukahori, who paints three dimensional fish built up by layers of resin.
This stood out for me as I had experimented a couple of times during my course with sculpture,
(well shaping things from florist foam anyway) but after seeing this, the intricacy of the process and the skill of the actual painting I think I will leave it to the experts from now on!

http://www.thisiscolossal.com/2012/01/riusuke-fukahori-paints-three-dimensional-goldfish-embedded-in-layers-of-resin/

                                      

Between working and chasing kids around this Summer I did manage to find some time to do some painting.

After years of working in black and white with the occasional cameo by one of the primary colours, I decided now was the time to blow the dust of my colour wheel and see what i could do.

I also let go of my anally retentive attitude towards painting and let myself be a little fluid and rough with my work. 

The results were quite a pleasant surprise and received some very nice feedback amongst the general public... these are the best of what I did over the time.

I also bought and began practising with an airbrush, Its a bit more difficult than I first thought but once I have figured out the process and played with it a little more the outcomes will be more exciting!

I have also set up a page on facebook for my own artwork, which was something I have meant to do for a long time, I finally got around to it and I have to admit it feels good to have another platform for my art work to be seen on. There is a link below.

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Mark-Stenson-Portraits/488031267911608?ref=hl

Apologies for the poor camera work! 

Things in the third year of my course, have started at full pelt, there is no time to waste, so my time management has had to be addressed, I even bought a diary!

so after having a little word with myself, it is the time to completely knuckle down and immerse myself in my work completely and with minimal distractions, to the extreme I gave my Playstation away.

Unfortunately though, nobody was as eager to take my children, so Im stuck with them. >ahem<

Finally, since being back at Uni in Sept, the College put me in touch with a graduate of the course from the year I started, this 'guru' or mentor, Chris Howker is a professional Illustrator and has offered some great advice and has made me question the relevance of my work and the direction in which it is going since I contacted him, emphasising the importance of evolving and trying new things.

Below is a link to Chris' site, It is definantly worth a look!...so look!.

http://www.howks.co.uk/

I Wish I'd Done That

When asked to blog about an artwork I felt 'I wish I'd done', initially I felt quite over awed,
how could I possibly choose one piece of art from the many thousands I have seen and felt that small pang of creative jealousy over!?
The feeling of 'wow, why did I not think of that'.
After toiling over it for a while, I remembered a quote from my interview with Benjamin Wachenje.
The quote was regarding a piece he had done of his son.
He told me...'I had just turned down a job with the US army worth over $100,000. Since I had decided not to help them create recruitment posters I thought I had better make some pro-peace images. It really helped take my mind off the $100,000 I had kissed good bye too and made me consider how powerful art can be'.

The Image above is the one Ben referred to in his quote.

Now, my 'wish I'd done that' is more of a 'hope I could do that', meaning that if the chance arose that I could also be as true to my beliefs and uphold my integrity in such a way.

Considering the current financial climate around the world, to be upstanding and strong enough to turn down such a sum of money for doing something you love to do is a feat not found in many humans, and those that can do it, are of a moral fibre that is rarer than the proverbial rocking horse droppings.

In a point in history where I feel money is the main motivator of people and the thing that really does make the world go round, to be able to make such a choice would make me the a very proud man.

Without a doubt, money IS a motivator, after all its one of the main reasons people get out of bed in a morning, wether it be to go to work, or to 'sign on' at the job centre, making money is at the forefront of 90% the populations life long 'to do' list.

A person in the other 5% is a very rare find, so to feel like you belong within that small percentage would be an achievement in itself.

If I'm honest, and ask myself would I be able to turn down such an offer, I'm not sure I could, but I like to think I would.

Now if I refer to an actual piece of work 'I wish I'd done' im going to cite an image I came across last  night on facebook of all places.

Its a political piece which in itself is not something I would consider, but this is to commemorate the 20th anniversary of the awful Murder of Stephen Lawrence in London, in April 1993.

The creator of the piece is Mr Jon Daniel, working out of London.

http://www.jon-daniel.com/home.html 

Not only is the Image relevant, its important. 

Done in such a simple way, but carries such an important message to not just those who remember the heinous nature of this racially motivated murder of a young man who did nothing to deserve having his life cut short but its done in such a minimal and simplistic way.

If a picture paints a thousand words, then here is the evidence.

This definantly gave me that creative 'jealousy pang' I mentioned earlier in my post.

The image has undertones of Noma Bar's work, one of the first Illustrators my tutor, Joanne Spicer, introduced me to on first joining the course, this is probably another reason it stood out to me.

Before I began my course, my choice for such a topic would probably have been an image of a transformer or Spiderman fighting with The Incredible Hulk, or a graffiti piece (not Banksy, thats a whole new blog post!) but since I started the course I have had my eyes opened to eclectic world of illustration and what Illustration actually is.

So there it is, not only what 'I wish I'd done, but what 'I hope I could do'.  

Benjamin Wachenje Interview...

This is the Interview, I conducted with A personal Inspiration of mine, The established Illustrator, Benjamin Wachenje on 21st January 2013, I found him such an approachable and friendly person, who answered all of my questions in a full and honest way, It was quite an honour for me to get this opportunity, so I hope you enjoy reading it and find it as helpful as I did!

ME: Hi Ben, 

Instead of sending a block of questions, I figured I'd send them one at a time,

it seems less formal and leaves room for to chop and change the questions if your answers allow.

Hope thats ok?

O.k, my first question.... As a dad to 3 young kids myself, I was wondering how you find a balance between your work (as its obviously a time consuming

working method) and your duties as a dad.

Do you think you have achieved a perfect balance or is it something you are still working at?

BW: No balance whatsoever. Sometimes I work so hard that I sleep on the sofa in the studio. Other times I will be having so much fun with my family that I will end up pushed to the limit to meet a deadline.  For the last two years I have worked from home 90% of the time. As a family I think we are much stronger now, but finically we are weaker than when I would spend 90% of the time in the studio.

ME: You wouldn't believe how much relief that answer has given me,

As I struggle to manage the time between the my art and family so to know such an established Illustrator as yourself also has not got a balance,

I can stop letting it be such a major issue and just crack on as I have been, thanks!

I struggle to compromise on my Creative Ideologies when working in a team so end up quite defensive and stubborn

Do you collaborate with other Artists and Illustrators often? and if so how do you find working in a team?

BW: I do lots of collaborations. Sometimes, humbly, I disagree with the direction and will try persuasive arguments. When these don't work I take a step back to see if I might be missing something. Usually you collaborate with somebody because you respect their artistry so I look into their suggestion to see if I have overlooked what they are driving at. I learned from painting the importance of viewing your work from a distance and from different angles. Even when I am not collaborating I consult the opinions of my wife, children and others in the studio to get their take sometimes I don't like what they say, but I still listen and continue to ask their opinion. That said, I think its equally important to cultivate solitude and create spontaneous work, even if nobody else likes it. 

ME: Maybe I just need to be a little less protective and actually learn to compromise more,

I understand what you mean though, my Brother is my fiercest critic but also one of my biggest supporter, it was him that actually pushed me to finally going to uni at the age of 28.

I First came across your work when i saw the Billboards for GTA San Andreas, and its influenced and inspired my art since.

Did Rockstar enlist you for the new game and where do you find inspiration for such a fictional and dark subject as found in 

games?

BW: But also at uni you don't always get to chose who you collaborate with so it is a little different and sometimes more problematic.

Good for you. My wife is studying again at 38. I would like to go back and develop my animation skills maybe when my wife is a qualified teacher I will be able to do a part time course. Where are you studying? what course?

With the GTA billboards I was only ever commissioned to paint the backgrounds from already existing screen grabs. All of the subject matter and character development is done at Rockstar and then the paintings are commissioned. The characters are developed by Steven Bliss who is the Art Director. In the 90's and early 00's I couldn't get any agents to represent me. Steven Bliss was already established and being offered so much work that he was turning it down. The Central Illustration Agency offered to represent me knowing that I could pick up the contracts that Steven was turning down. I was surprised when they called me because I had taken my book to them 6 months earlier and was told that I wasn't the right fit for their agency. I have been with them for nearly 10 years now. I have worked with Rockstar games on 2 GTA titles and also Red Dead Redemption. But the long and short of it is that I do donkey work for GTA, the creative genius belongs to my stable mate mr. Bliss. 

ME: Im doing a BA Hons in Illustration at Stockport, I agree with you, not being able to choose who I worked with Immediately put a dampener on my creativity,

I did learn to grin and bare it but refused to compromise on my Ideas,

But in the end it just caused conflict and the final outcomes suffered, so I suppose I learned the lesson the hard way.

I'll be having a look at Mr. Bliss' work a bit later as well!

Donkey work or not, its Inspired a whole artistic chapter in my life so thank you!

while we are on the uni subject i'll show you my reproductions, the card player, is probably one of my favourite pieces of your work, thats why I chose that to copy,

and after realising how pain staking it was, (i quit on the pinstripes before my hair went grey) and the woman with the guitar was paint on canvas as im much comfier using that media! digital is fairly new to me so i resorted back to what i know, but my question is do you have a particularly piece that you are especially proud of?

BW: Wow these are great. The card player is dope. I hate pinstripes.

I don't really have any work that I am proud of. Nearly all of my work is commercial or commissioned. I think I will be proud when I have created some of the conceptional work that has been buzzing around in my head.

I have just finished working with TY (UK based Rapper) the 3 pieces on Magenta are parts of the new EP art. Please be desecrate with these as the artwork is still under wraps. I like these because it is a return to my first days as an illustrator. In 1997 I was commissioned by Vox magazine to do an illustration of Jarvis Cocker. I cut bits of coloured paper out and stuck them down on a sheet of black leaving parts of the black to show through and divide the colours. I worked like this for several years before getting my first mac in 1999 at which point I recreated the style digitally. Its nice to go back and cut out card again. All of the typography is paper engineering. I also enjoyed the 2010 project with TY because I got to sculpt him out of wood. The GAGA illustration was fun because I subtly characterised her. I like the picture of my son with the AK47 because of its political connotations, I had just turned down a job with the US army worth over $100,000. Since I had decided not to help them create recruitment posters I thought I had better make some pro-peace images. It really helped take my mind off the $100,000 I had kissed good bye to and made me consider how powerful art can be. I like the Jameelia Jamil portrait for purely superficial reasons. Bruce Lee because it is solid colours no tones, but it still works. The painting of Logic because it was quick and fun to do. The woman on the sofa because it was so technical, my wife and I also got to stay in that hotel and it was lavish. Oh and one of my favourite clients is Jonzi-D and Breakin' Convention. Its a B-Boy festival that is celebrating its 10th year in 2013. I have worked on it since the start.

 

           

                                                                                                                             

                                                                                                                                      

          

The images above, were included in Ben's final E-mail, an example of just how helpful he was throughout the Interview, I have also, kept in touch since and still find Ben to be friendly and accommodating considering how busy he is, left me a very grateful chap indeed! so once again,

Thanks Ben!!

                                                        

The Big Sleep!

February, I was given a brief that I really got my teeth into!
It was to develop and design the cover for the Penguin Published book, 'The Big Sleep' by Raymond Chandler,
First things first, I had to familiarise myself with the story, so borrowed the book and locked myself away with it, until I had read it, this wasn't a hard thing to do as it's actually a good and engaging read.
The Ideas were flowing as I was reading, until somebody told me, (as I was halfway through) that Humphrey Bogart had played the main character,  A Private Eye named Phillip Marlowe, In a movie adaptation, this stemmed the flow a little as Bogart was hijacking all my thoughts and appearing in every idea!

And so after reading the book, and making notes of key points, characters and other things I found to be important, reoccurring themes etc.

after building a 'sense of place' file for everything related to the story, from fashion and buildings to cars and decor of 30's America, I was itching to get started!

This is how I got going...

 

Some quick sketches working with objects that play parts in the story, 

I was trying to be experimental as usual, so as well as pencil, I was playing with water colours and crayon as well. Not the kind of media I'm used to using.

I was playing with lots of ideas the book gave me, stained glass was another...

I was enjoying the Ideas and thought process's that was producing these piece's of work but did not feel they would translate well enough into a book cover so I kept going.....

I really liked this drawing, it was more representative of my own personal style but still didn't think it would work well, as I would struggle to work a typeface into or around it, so kept going, and came up with this one as a rough idea....

So, using layout templates, I developed this idea, added some hand rendered type face,...

Eventually, settling on the type in the bottom left corner, I took my ideas to the computer, and after smashing my Ideas together, with some help from a friend, I settled on a layout for my final piece,...

Apologies for the wonky photography, this is the first draft of my final piece, it needs some polishing and refinement but the process of toying with numerous ideas rather than attempting to just develop my first idea, left me with a sense of pride rather than a thought of maybe I could have done more, so this brief gave me much more than just a challenge I welcomed but a new understanding of work process's that will serve me well in coming briefs!.

And...Just received an E-mail from Benjamin Wachenje, Giving permission to publish the interview I conducted with him, that will be up shortly!

Cross Pathways

I have spent the last 3 weeks or so working alongside a graphic designer on a cross pathways project to create a fictional event and attempt to make it believable or as close to as possible, in short.
I teamed up with a graphics student who is also a friend of mine, thinking, in my infinite wisdom that that would be a positive thing and would help the process.
It was not a complete failure and was not all bad but it was surely an eye opener and an educating experience, I learnt a lot and took may lessons from it, and I shall attempt to explain what they are.
Firstly me and my team mate sat and discussed possible ideas through text, face to face meetings and via email.

We were flying through and the ideas we had were starting to excite us as a team and we began to expand the idea of faking a UFO crash landing in a local forest.
As we began to build on our initial ideas we started to lack direction and have difference of opinions in what we should do next and with the delegation of jobs.
The work didn't suffer from our bickering and tired eye rolling as we managed to work past our problems but I feel that with a little more compromise from both sides would have seen our project flourish.
The problems, in my opinion stemmed from us both being strong willed and confident people who like to lead, with neither really wanting to step back and allow the other to take control.
Although this is not necessarily a bad thing, it does not help when working in a team.
The work was coming along, we had some good ideas and some others that just felt like a waste of time in the end as we scrapped them, and felt it was time we could have used doing other things.
We mocked up newspaper headlines and 'top secret' documents from 'eye witnesses' each with a back story and biography.

We also had a lot of fun with the project I don't want to push the idea that we spent the whole time disagreeing, as we had agreed while writing our team manifesto at the start of the project that the main thing we wanted to do was have fun with the project.

Filming Witness interviews in a spoof manner allowed us to really open up and just behave like a pair of clowns, and during the presentations to the rest of our group, the videos (which were one of the ideas we scrapped) the interviews proved quite popular and made 95% of the group laugh, which was what we wanted more than anything, thats the reason we had chosen such a far out idea with no imagination barriers.

In the end, we had some good ideas but due to the lack of direction and maybe due to us being so familiar with each other we did not have a big a body of work that we would have liked but the work we did have, we both felt was good and we were happy with.

A lot of the work we ended up with though, was not work we could physically show but was more mental, we found out a lot about each other and ourselves.

I for one found out what it must be like to work with me in a team, and so on the next available opportunity to work in a team I will make a conscious decision to sit back and allow somebody else to lead unless asked or nominated, just to see if the outcome is any different.

So in hind sight it was not a bad experience but a rather valuable one, with many important lessons learned about myself and about the ethics and compromise involved with team work, which personally speaking I think was what the brief was about more so than the final outcome.

Chimps, Prints and Presentations

So...In my last blog, I said how I had missed a part of the summer brief based around my animal spirit, so in the time since my last blog I have been trying to put this right.
To do this,... I have taken a long hard look at myself, and my personality and eventually coming to the conclusion that if I was an animal, I would be a Chimpanzee....with a Mancunian accent.
Right then, off I went researching Chimps, which in parts was actually really fun!.
Taking my kids to the Welsh Mountain Zoo in Colwyn Bay and taking photos of the troop of Chimps that reside there.
Also reading about them and looking for photos of them in their natural environment and learning about their behaviours...and after a while it was clear I'm actually more like a Chimpanzee than I even initially figured.
They are a notoriously territorial species and protective of their young, but also intelligent and fun loving as well.
These were not the only factors in my choosing the chimpanzee as my animal spirit but they were probably the main ones.
Here's a few of the Photos I took while at the Zoo, apologies for the quality but it was a bad day and they were taken through fairly thick glass.

After my research I wrote my animal memoirs, I can honestly say that I have never had so much fun while writing a piece of creative writing, I pretty much laughed the whole time I was writing it, As I was writing in entirely in a Mancunian accent, this led to my comic strip which I also had so much fun drawing! 

Here it is...

From this I began creating hybrids of the Chimps and my Pulp Fiction drawings from my previous blog, or basically turning the movies characters into Chimpanzees. Here are some of them....

I thinks its fairly obvious that I also had a lot of fun creating these!.

These images also became the 1st step along in the 3-D model aspect of the 1st brief I was given for the 2nd year of my course.

Chimpanzee's also take a central role in my repeating pattern for the wall paper aspect of my new brief as well, the image below is going to be the key element within the pattern, wether it will work or not remains to be seen but I suppose experimenting is all part of the course and procedure.

Well I think that's all I have in the way of monkeys until my screen print and 3-D model are completed but as soon as they are I shall share them and what i think of the outcomes.

That leads me onto the pod cast presentations that the group started to do on Friday afternoons...

The pod cast titled The State Of Illustration which if I'm honest i still have not heard, due to catching up with my Monkey related work, was well covered by the three classmates and brought up some good arguments for the rest of the group to discuss, even though we did not go into too much depth with it being the last thing on a Friday! 

I will listen to the pod cast and draw my own conclusions in my next post.

No time wasted!

Again, I have left it way too long since I last updated this, my apologies for that,
I put it down to trying to balance so many aspects of my personal life.
Anyway now that's out the way Ill attempt to explain and show exactly what I have been doing with my time.
Firstly, I accidentally stumbled across the Generation Gallery in Manchester, It is situated on New York St behind the Piccadilly plaza for those interested.
It specialises in Urban, Contemporary and Modern art, I spent the best part of an hour walking round looking at the works the exhibit and sell, some of it is mind blowing and similar to the paintings I do and sell (examples of which will be further down).
Its the kind of place that appeals to both the Illustrator and the child in me, an inspiring place!
http://www.generationgallery.com/
Take a look for yourself, the staff in there are very helpful and approachable too
Now onto more pressing matters, my own work!. Because I'm an idiot and didn't read the summer brief properly I missed a whole section (something I'm putting right at the moment),
so due to the fact Id missed the section, I figured I had lots of spare time, in which I painted some canvasses Id been commissioned to do, here's a few of them...

Clint Eastwood as Dirty Harry

Vincent and Jules from Pulp Fiction

This is actually a reproduction I was asked to do, since the original was by an artist I admire and respect, Ben Wachenje, I naturally jumped at the chance

Marlon Brando as Don Corleone

Another project I have gotten involved in is designing logo's and ideas for a friend of mine who is bringing our a line of clothes based on Manchester, its people, towns and connections.

Since a lot of them are still in production I cant really post too much, but i will show this one as its a little too advanced at the current time...

Keep your eyes peeled for 'Manni' clothes in shops and on the streets!

Right onto the work I did manage to do after reading SOME of the brief,

The film I eventually chose to draw from after some serious deliberation was Pulp Fiction, I concentrated on the 'innovation in pace' aspect of the brief coupled with the diverse camera angles Tarantino used in the film.

I came up with some sketches that I was personally very pleased with, some not so and some i felt were entirely ropey! but using the ethos of last year, embrace mistakes I kept the ropey ones, the examples below are naturally, the ones I felt I had done well.

These images make up my sequential film screen shots part of the summer assignment we were given, I was really quite excited to get going with them as faces and characters make up alot of the work I do and are something else that i find massive amounts of inspiration in.

So, that's where I'm up to now and my next instalment should contain some of the animal spirit section I completely missed!









And so it begins....

O.k, so here it is, the debut installment of my first ever blog.
Bare with me if it is tedious but im sure it will get better as I get used to doing it!.
Anyway, since the last day of uni, I have had limited time for much art based activity so im going to talk about the bits that I have done or come across in the past few weeks.
Firstly, while browsing Google, I tripped over images like these...

At first glance, they look like nice photos of confectionary, it was not until I read that they are actually 'Hyper-realistic' oil paintings by a Spanish artist named Pedro Campos.
I was completely mind blown by the talent and detail in the art, to the point even after reading it was a painting, i was sceptical, I have since accepted that the images are paintings and the artist must just be 'hyper talented'.
there is an emerging abundance of 'Hyper-real' painters and artists out there that can easily be found via google, more of Pedro Campos' work can be found here on his website. http://www.pedrocampos.net/.
Onto my second 'discovery', I stumbled across this by chance via Facebook.
This is a man I will take inspiration from and one I feel is a little more realistic to aspire towards is an artist named Ben Heine, he is an artist that uses pencil and photography to create unique and sometimes witty images and optical illusions using pencil drawings incorperated into a real world enviroment. Ben Heine also does paintwork and digital media to create celebrity portraits and other peices. He is an artist that seems to enjoy experimenting and it was this that struck a chord with me as that is something i have embraced during the first year of my course at uni.

these images are just a few examples of his work, i actually struggled in choosing which images use here in my blog, but there are hundreds of examples on line via google, and the artists Facebook page and here within his own website http://www.benheine.com/.

Finally this is just me, showing what I have done art wise since the last day of the first year, its a painting that I was commisioned to do by a friend of mine of his father who passed away when my friend was a baby, its a style i have been using and evolving for some years now, and each painting seems better than the last.